Book Review: When Reason Breaks by Cindy L. Rodriguez

When Reason Breaks
Author: Cindy L. Rodriguez
Reading Level: Young Adult
Genre: Contemporary
Released: February 10, 2015
Review Source: Bloomsbury USA Childrens

13 Reasons Why meets the poetry of Emily Dickinson in this gripping debut novel perfect for fans of Sara Zarr or Jennifer Brown.

A Goth girl with an attitude problem, Elizabeth Davis must learn to control her anger before it destroys her. Emily Delgado appears to be a smart, sweet girl, with a normal life, but as depression clutches at her, she struggles to feel normal. Both girls are in Ms. Diaz’s English class, where they connect to the words of Emily Dickinson. Both are hovering on the edge of an emotional precipice. One of them will attempt suicide. And with Dickinson’s poetry as their guide, both girls must conquer their personal demons to ever be happy.

In an emotionally taut novel with a richly diverse cast of characters, readers will relish in the poetry of Emily Dickinson and be completely swept up in the turmoil of two girls grappling with demons beyond their control. 

Elizabeth and Emily, two completely different girls battling the same monster inside--depression. Elizabeth, the loud rebel, could use some attention. Emily, smart and sweet, just wants normalcy in her life. Both girls find themselves relating to poems written by Emily Dickinson, and both need help...NOW.

When Reason Breaks starts off incredibly dark and solemn. I was immediately captivated, intrigued, and scared for a character who's name I didn't even know yet.

Rodriguez's writing style is beyond superb. I can sit here and rave forever about it. Every word in this book is POWERFUL. You will find yourself clutching your heart at some of the most amazing conversations between these characters. For a book set in high school, there are so many real, raw, and smart lessons being taught. You will find yourself viewing the world differently. There is also so much symbolism throughout that you will find yourself appreciating. And, the poem theme is also great.

I love how Rodriguez tackled different kinds of depressions. In one girl you see the loud cry out for help. In another character you see the internal struggle and shiny exterior. Another character finds comfort in pills, and another is just recovering from depression, and so on... I can't imagine the time, love, and dedication Cindy L. Rodriguez put into this extraordinary book!

I had to put the book down at one point even though every inch of my being wanted to pick it back up immediately to find out what happens. But, it was too much too fast in such good way. The end was so beautifully written. I cried. I straight up ugly cried. It tugged at my heart strings and I cried for an entire forty-four pages. For the love of everything pick up a copy of When Reason Breaks and treat yourself to a beautiful read.

Book Review: When Reason Breaks by Cindy L. Rodriguez

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When Reason Breaks
Author: Cindy L. Rodriguez
Reading Level: Young Adult
Genre: Contemporary
Expected Release: February 10, 2015
Review Source: Bloomsbury USA Childrens | Netgalley

13 Reasons Why meets the poetry of Emily Dickinson in this gripping debut novel perfect for fans of Sara Zarr or Jennifer Brown.

A Goth girl with an attitude problem, Elizabeth Davis must learn to control her anger before it destroys her. Emily Delgado appears to be a smart, sweet girl, with a normal life, but as depression clutches at her, she struggles to feel normal. Both girls are in Ms. Diaz’s English class, where they connect to the words of Emily Dickinson. Both are hovering on the edge of an emotional precipice. One of them will attempt suicide. And with Dickinson’s poetry as their guide, both girls must conquer their personal demons to ever be happy.

In an emotionally taut novel with a richly diverse cast of characters, readers will relish in the poetry of Emily Dickinson and be completely swept up in the turmoil of two girls grappling with demons beyond their control.

While I'm not a fan of Emily Dickinson, probably from being forced to read her in high school, I am a fan of the novel 13 Reason's Why, so I thought this would be something I would like to read. I had mixed feelings about the book, but overall, I enjoyed it.

What I liked about the story was that I was in tears the entire time. My husband would get so mad when I read it in the car and then had to enter a public place. I was a mess. I've read several "suicide" books in the past, so I was prepared for what went with it, but even though I was prepared, I still couldn't stop the flow of tears. I also really liked the character Emily and found that I could relate to her the most. I remember when I was her age and felt the way she did. My parents are divorced because of infidelity as well. The problems in the book seemed real and their responses to them were well written. It's hard being a teen, I should know, I teach middle school.

What I found a little difficult about the book was that it was hard to keep up with when you were changing characters. I read it in an e-book format, so sometimes I would switch characters and get lost in what was going on. Their names were also similar, Emily and Elizabeth, so that made it a little harder to remember who was who. I think if I had a physical copy of the book it would have been easier, but it kind of turned me off from the book.

Overall, I liked the story within the story with the English class and their bond of poetry. I'm an English teacher myself, so to have students bond over literature is always top in my book. I would recommend this book to some of my older students because of the content, but I'm glad authors feel the need to write about the topic of suicide because it's something that's happening, but people don't want to talk about.